Healthy Habits

 Building healthy habits is the best way to reach your long term goals.  I have made it a habit to do this blog/journal thing daily so that I can document my progress and maybe get a few thoughts out.  I was up late on TikTok mobile last night with a TT friend, SpinGinger.  I wanted to blog before bed, but also could not end that conversation.  It was very informative and helpful.  Sometimes listening to the trauma of other's can be a way to see all the positives in your life. 

Spin also gave me some good advice about planning out my livestreams for the month.  After joining an agency about three months ago, I have committed to going live for 20 hours a month across the span of at least 10 days.  I'm pushing to get those last-minute hours in tonight and tomorrow. 

Ideally, I would absolutely have those hours each month. However, I'm moving a little slow as far as finding my way.  I know what I want to talk about- Healing, personal growth, recovery.   It is something that I am still working on myself.  I would like to share a document my journey.  To look back at this very post one year from now and have everything I want(or at least closer to getting them).  

New clothes and a new bag to replace the ones I got from the homeless shelter, an income and an opportunity to be in contact with my oldest son.  That is really not a lot.... absolutely achievable. Oh and also, improved skin and hair.  Due to the scabies from being homeless for many years, my skin is so horrible and last year I had to shave my head to better treat my scalp and save my sanity. 

Tomorrow is Monday... The start of a new week and I am excited to accomplish some goals.  

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